One day I was having tea in the kitchen,and Mary and another girl,named Sarah,reached me a clean plate at the same time:I took Sarah's plate because she was first,and Mary seemed very nasty about it,and that gave me great hopes.But all next evening she played draughts with a drover that she'd chummed up with.I pretended to be interested in Sarah's talk,but it didn't seem to work.
A few days later a Sydney Jackaroo visited the station.
He had a good pea-rifle,and one afternoon he started to teach Mary to shoot at a target.They seemed to get very chummy.
I had a nice time for three or four days,I can tell you.
I was worse than a wall-eyed bullock with the pleuro.
The other chaps had a shot out of the rifle.Mary called `Mr Wilson'to have a shot,and I made a worse fool of myself by sulking.
If it hadn't been a blooming Jackaroo I wouldn't have minded so much.
Next evening the Jackaroo and one or two other chaps and the girls went out 'possum-shooting.Mary went.I could have gone,but I didn't.
I mooched round all the evening like an orphan bandicoot on a burnt ridge,and then I went up to the pub and filled myself with beer,and damned the world,and came home and went to bed.I think that evening was the only time I ever wrote poetry down on a piece of paper.
I got so miserable that I enjoyed it.
I felt better next morning,and reckoned I was cured.
I ran against Mary accidentally and had to say something.
`How did you enjoy yourself yesterday evening,Miss Brand?'I asked.
`Oh,very well,thank you,Mr Wilson,'she said.Then she asked,`How did you enjoy yourself,Mr Wilson?'
I puzzled over that afterwards,but couldn't make anything out of it.
Perhaps she only said it for the sake of saying something.
But about this time my handkerchiefs and collars disappeared from the room and turned up washed and ironed and laid tidily on my table.
I used to keep an eye out,but could never catch anybody near my room.
I straightened up,and kept my room a bit tidy,and when my handkerchief got too dirty,and I was ashamed of letting it go to the wash,I'd slip down to the river after dark and wash it out,and dry it next day,and rub it up to look as if it hadn't been washed,and leave it on my table.
I felt so full of hope and joy that I worked twice as hard as Jack,till one morning he remarked casually --`I see you've made a new mash,Joe.I saw the half-caste cook tidying up your room this morning and taking your collars and things to the wash-house.'
I felt very much off colour all the rest of the day,and I had such a bad night of it that I made up my mind next morning to look the hopelessness square in the face and live the thing down.
It was the evening before Anniversary Day.Jack and I had put in a good day's work to get the job finished,and Jack was having a smoke and a yarn with the chaps before he started home.
We sat on an old log along by the fence at the back of the house.
There was Jimmy Nowlett the bullock-driver,and long Dave Regan the drover,and big Jim Bullock the fencer,and one or two others.
Mary and the station girls and one or two visitors were sitting under the old verandah.The Jackaroo was there too,so I felt happy.
It was the girls who used to bring the chaps hanging round.
They were getting up a dance party for Anniversary night.
Along in the evening another chap came riding up to the station:he was a big shearer,a dark,handsome fellow,who looked like a gipsy:it was reckoned that there was foreign blood in him.
He went by the name of Romany.He was supposed to be shook after Mary too.
He had the nastiest temper and the best violin in the district,and the chaps put up with him a lot because they wanted him to play at Bush dances.The moon had risen over Pine Ridge,but it was dusky where we were.We saw Romany loom up,riding in from the gate;he rode round the end of the coach-house and across towards where we were --I suppose he was going to tie up his horse at the fence;but about half-way across the grass he disappeared.It struck me that there was something peculiar about the way he got down,and I heard a sound like a horse stumbling.
`What the hell's Romany trying to do?'said Jimmy Nowlett.
`He couldn't have fell off his horse --or else he's drunk.'
A couple of chaps got up and went to see.Then there was that waiting,mysterious silence that comes when something happens in the dark and nobody knows what it is.I went over,and the thing dawned on me.
I'd stretched a wire clothes-line across there during the day,and had forgotten all about it for the moment.Romany had no idea of the line,and,as he rode up,it caught him on a level with his elbows and scraped him off his horse.He was sitting on the grass,swearing in a surprised voice,and the horse looked surprised too.
Romany wasn't hurt,but the sudden shock had spoilt his temper.
He wanted to know who'd put up that bloody line.He came over and sat on the log.The chaps smoked a while.
`What did you git down so sudden for,Romany?'asked Jim Bullock presently.
`Did you hurt yerself on the pommel?'
`Why didn't you ask the horse to go round?'asked Dave Regan.
`I'd only like to know who put up that bleeding wire!'growled Romany.
`Well,'said Jimmy Nowlett,`if we'd put up a sign to beware of the line you couldn't have seen it in the dark.'
`Unless it was a transparency with a candle behind it,'said Dave Regan.
`But why didn't you get down on one end,Romany,instead of all along?
It wouldn't have jolted yer so much.'
All this with the Bush drawl,and between the puffs of their pipes.
But I didn't take any interest in it.I was brooding over Mary and the Jackaroo.
`I've heard of men getting down over their horse's head,'said Dave presently,in a reflective sort of way --`in fact I've done it myself --but I never saw a man get off backwards over his horse's rump.'
But they saw that Romany was getting nasty,and they wanted him to play the fiddle next night,so they dropped it.
Mary was singing an old song.I always thought she had a sweet voice,and I'd have enjoyed it if that damned Jackaroo hadn't been listening too.
We listened in silence until she'd finished.
