"It's all I can do," she told herself."Oh, suppose Peter should die, or be a helpless cripple for life, or have to walk with crutches, or wear a boot with a sole like a log of wood!"She stood by the back door reflecting on these gloomy possibilities, her eyes fixed on the water-butt.
"I wish I'd never been born," she said, and she said it out loud.
"Why, lawk a mercy, what's that for?" asked a voice, and Perks stood before her with a wooden trug basket full of green-leaved things and soft, loose earth.
"Oh, it's you," she said."Peter's hurt his foot with a rake--three great gaping wounds, like soldiers get.And it was partly my fault.""That it wasn't, I'll go bail," said Perks."Doctor seen him?""Phyllis has gone for the Doctor."
"He'll be all right; you see if he isn't," said Perks."Why, my father's second cousin had a hay-fork run into him, right into his inside, and he was right as ever in a few weeks, all except his being a bit weak in the head afterwards, and they did say that it was along of his getting a touch of the sun in the hay-field, and not the fork at all.I remember him well.A kind-'earted chap, but soft, as you might say."Bobbie tried to let herself be cheered by this heartening reminiscence.
"Well," said Perks, "you won't want to be bothered with gardening just this minute, I dare say.You show me where your garden is, and I'll pop the bits of stuff in for you.And I'll hang about, if Imay make so free, to see the Doctor as he comes out and hear what he says.You cheer up, Missie.I lay a pound he ain't hurt, not to speak of."But he was.The Doctor came and looked at the foot and bandaged it beautifully, and said that Peter must not put it to the ground for at least a week.
"He won't be lame, or have to wear crutches or a lump on his foot, will he?" whispered Bobbie, breathlessly, at the door.
"My aunt! No!" said Dr.Forrest; "he'll be as nimble as ever on his pins in a fortnight.Don't you worry, little Mother Goose."It was when Mother had gone to the gate with the Doctor to take his last instructions and Phyllis was filling the kettle for tea, that Peter and Bobbie found themselves alone.
"He says you won't be lame or anything," said Bobbie.
"Oh, course I shan't, silly," said Peter, very much relieved all the same.
"Oh, Peter, I AM so sorry," said Bobbie, after a pause.
"That's all right," said Peter, gruffly.
"It was ALL my fault," said Bobbie.
"Rot," said Peter.
"If we hadn't quarrelled, it wouldn't have happened.I knew it was wrong to quarrel.I wanted to say so, but somehow I couldn't.""Don't drivel," said Peter."I shouldn't have stopped if you HADsaid it.Not likely.And besides, us rowing hadn't anything to do with it.I might have caught my foot in the hoe, or taken off my fingers in the chaff-cutting machine or blown my nose off with fireworks.It would have been hurt just the same whether we'd been rowing or not.""But I knew it was wrong to quarrel," said Bobbie, in tears, "and now you're hurt and--""Now look here," said Peter, firmly, "you just dry up.If you're not careful, you'll turn into a beastly little Sunday-school prig, so I tell you.""I don't mean to be a prig.But it's so hard not to be when you're really trying to be good."(The Gentle Reader may perhaps have suffered from this difficulty.)"Not it," said Peter; "it's a jolly good thing it wasn't you was hurt.I'm glad it was ME.There! If it had been you, you'd have been lying on the sofa looking like a suffering angel and being the light of the anxious household and all that.And I couldn't have stood it.""No, I shouldn't," said Bobbie.
"Yes, you would," said Peter.
"I tell you I shouldn't."
"I tell you you would."
